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No Trouble Sleeping by hansage, literature

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No Trouble Sleeping

I don't have trouble sleeping. I just lie there and drift away. I close my eyes and my troubles fade.. The fangs, the claws, the teeth, and jaws Open mouths, dead eyes, foul stench. I have no trouble sleeping. My dreams cannot hurt me. I wake up, get up and get ready. But I'm never quite that ready They come when I least expect. So i have no trouble sleeping. I'd gladly stay in bed alone or not, Awake or not, happy or not. Nightmares do not scare me, anymore. Those mosters are nothing to my reality.

Life by hansage, literature

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Life

No. I never do anything slowly. If I enjoy it, I will accomplish it. If I don't, I get it over with. I don't slow down. I don't play safe I don't tread lightly. I don't think twice. I prepare for the lift-off I put it all in just one go. For people die, starve, and fade away. Today, tomorrow or any other day So don't hold out, and live your life If you're walking on eggshells, Then don't walk, just fly. Spread your wings, don't be afraid. If you knock something down, anyway. Just smile and feel the sun, feel the rain. Feel the wind blowing through your hair, Close your eyes and take a deep breath As you take a step off - No, jump off the ledg

Now I Understand: Molestation by hansage, literature

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Now I Understand: Molestation

I understand now the clinking of a locking door The closure of the drapes, the darkening of a room I've fathomed the way my hand was guided, And why I was lying there, my head resting on an arm. I understand now the duration of this activity The schedule, frequency, constance, its reasons I get why it happened and what answers it presented Even before the questions were thought of and asked. I understand the urges it made me have The ideas I had in my head and the executions thereof. I reconcile the broken hearts it made me leave behind While my own heart broke, before I knew it was there I understand their voices, their compulsions to clean

Come Home Soon by hansage, literature

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Come Home Soon

Mom told me to wait for her She'll take me there when she gets home, I'll get my things there and be on our way back So Mom, please come home soon. I'm sitting here at the porch Waiting for her to come home I remember she said she hates going there when its already dark So I'm betting she'll arrive any time now. Mom, please come home soon. I've been waiting still, hoping to see her again The wind's rustling the flowering trees Then I realize that I'm still waiting again While staring at the sky and lying on my back... "please come home soon". Mom, it feels like ages since I saw you Would you come at me with an embrace? Would you look into my

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No Trouble Sleeping by hansage, literature

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No Trouble Sleeping

Life by hansage, literature

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Life

Now I Understand: Molestation by hansage, literature

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Now I Understand: Molestation

I am Earth by hansage, literature

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I am Earth

I am earth- stubborn decisive, inflexible...earth. I find my own foothold and I create mountains wherever I stand. I am hospitable to many and I care not if I be that which lets them stand steadfast and strong. I am earth- unrefined and blemished. Through my flaws you shall see just how beautiful the precious stones I have are. I am both the dirt and the diamond; I am both crystal and mud. I find no fault in being hauled nor broken. I find no spite in my pain. For in them I shall reclaim to myself whatever was taken, someday they shall again be mine. I am earth- impetuous and unshifting. I shall bend your laws just because they cannot stop me

Overflow by hansage, literature

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Overflow

qin ai de... The Kiss My lips will be soft as they touch your skin. They will be soft as they brush through yours. They will be smooth. And as my lips meet yours, they will be with grace -melting into yours as butter into hot syrup. Caramel -smooth and sweet . There will hardly be anything more than our lips touching each other. This is not a sign of timidity or lack of know-how but this is my way of showing my sincerity in what I feel for you. This kiss may only be for now, as all things are, but needless to say, this will be simple. Kind -so you may kiss me back or otherwise. Gentle -this is my kiss for you, like Egyptian cotton to yo

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Because I'm Blind by KittyKat098, literature

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Because I'm Blind

A young girl once asked a blind man, "Can you see?" "Why, no, silly girl," the man replied. "I'm blind." "I know that. Can you see?" The man thought hard. He couldn't remember one moment when he had vision. "I'm sorry, my girl, but my eyes are broken. I don't understand what you mean." "I guess you can't then..." The girl sighed, defeated. She spent her whole life searching. She learned many languages and toured many countries during her mission, but none brought her to who she was looking for. One day, when she was old and retired, she sat on her front porch, feeling the soft breeze blow through her hair and listening to the soft c

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Book of Wind by hansage, visual art

Book of Wind

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

May 18
Philippines
Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: Philippines
Favourite genre of music: pop, contemporary,instrumental,
Favourite style of art: flash
MP3 player of choice: WMP
Shell of choice: amonyte and nautilus...?
Wallpaper of choice: aeris gainsborough/my friends
Skin of choice: cross Something about the moon
Favourite cartoon character: Hinata, Sakura, Kiba, Shikamaru and Tsunade of Naruto. Leo, and Wendy and Lisanna from Fairy Tail, Aang, Mako and katara in the Last Airbender
Personal Quote: You don't have to know everything to be smart, you don't have to now nothing to be stupid.

I am earth -stubborn decisive, inflexible...earth. I find my own foothold and I create mountains wherever I stand. I am hospitable to many and I care not if I be that which lets them stand steadfast and strong. I am earth- unrefined and blemished. Through my flaws you shall see just how beautiful the precious stones I have are. I am both the dirt and the diamond, I am both crystal and mud. I find no fault in being hauled nor broken. I find no spite in my pain. For in them I shall reclaim to myself whatever was taken; someday they shall again be mine. I am earth- impetuous and unshifting. I shall bend your laws just because they cannot stop me. I will not allow it. I will not let words, written nor said, tell me which form i must take to my self. I shall be as I ever was, all the more, but never the less. I am both the peak and the pit, the silent and the rumbling, the brittle and the invulnerable. I am the stones that scrape your knees and the ground that will break your fall. I am earth.
Writer/Poet/Artist/Nurse

Favourite Visual Artist

Michaelangelo, picaso

Favourite Movies

Enchanted, Law abiding citizen, inception

Favourite TV Shows

Grey's Anatomy, Glee, Master Chef US,

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

The Script, Oreskaband, Nobuo Uematsu, E-heads, Hale

Favourite Books

A Walk to Remember, The Alchemist,

Favourite Writers

shakespeare, Nicholas Sparks

Favourite Games

Starcraft 2, tekken 6, Borderlands and Final Fantasy Series

Favourite Gaming Platform

Desktop, arcade

Tools of the Trade

pen, pencil, sketchbook, paper, eraser, pc, wx1 sony cybershot

Other Interests

drawing, poems, music, animals, books and friends

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hansage

May 24, 2012

The Love of Siam:A Reflection

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I just finished watching the Love of Siam... again... for the Nth time. It was all okay... really.. until i started to see certain turning points... several... turning points. And it was puzzling in a sense where I started to sit further and further into the edge of my seat... The movie is so vast in the sense where there is so much happening and so much that has been shown must be kept in mind and  thought about and processed. If we love someone so much, how do we handle the day they get separated from us, and if separation is a part of life, is it possible to love... without any fear of being apart... forever...? If a person that is as

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hansage

Mar 2, 2012

Bleed Out

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How much should you see in a person before you can say I like him regardless of what ever else you see? Is it possible for you to understand a person just from having a third person perspective of all the memory that person shares. Perpetually fighting parents, abusive brothers, classmates who are bullies, teachers who call you names, seeing the marriage of your parents disintegrate, have each of your parents find a new person to be with while you are left with neither of them, be molested by your cousin, sexually assaulted by your ex, separated from your best friends, estranged in to a home with no one to talk to, have your professional wor

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hansage

Nov 3, 2011

Tuguegarao

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Dear Journal have you ever wondered if you were meant to be where you are? I always do...because I never really plan anything. Mostly because I hate not being able to commit to my plans so I stopped planning altogether. This might lead me in to situations where I have no idea how to get out of and then there are those moments that either take my breath away or make me feel blessed to having done things on a whim. Its when I find those moments that I am certain that I am exactly where  am supposed to be.